Am I old?

What is old?  How do you define it?  As I approach another year closer to the dreaded 4-0 I am finding myself wondering this.  I used to think 40 was really old.  I don’t ‘feel’  old, but what does old feel like anyway?  Do eighty year olds feel the same way inside that I do?

I must be kind of old, I do have an almost seventeen year old daughter and have been married eighteen years.  I lived through the seventies–but I don’t remember a lot of that decade, mostly because I was too young.  I lived through the eighties and I wore big shoulder pads and big hair.  I got married in the nineties and that was almost two decades ago.

Little kids think I am old–for example a little guy I watch asked “What did you do before there were cars, like how did you get to school and stuff”.  I, of course, reassured him that I was not THAT old and we did have cars when I was his age.  My own kids think I am old, but they also think a lot of other things about me that I won’t mention here.

I am starting to think age really is just a number.  Maybe the people who say you are as old as you feel, have the right idea.  I sure don’t feel 38, but I am sure glad I am not 16 anymore either!

So my question to all of you is “What is old?”  and “Will I know it when I get there?”  Just wondering…

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