Sometimes, I’m just not quite to the *laugh* part of living my life yet. Sometimes, I look around, and I’m just not feeling it. This weekend, Timothy has been having a ginormous amount of seizure activity. We are in contact with his Dr.s and are awaiting some additional advice. Until then, he’s having a 2-5 minute seizure every 1-2 hours.
Not that funny.
I know myself, and I know this too shall pass. I also know that everything will work out the way God means for it to.
I also know I love my boy, and I hate this. I don’t like seeing him seize, and I don’t like feeling helpless and yes, even somewhat hopeless. Sometimes it weighs on my heart like a heavy, heavy brick.
I ALSO know that someday, somehow, Tim and I will be fine. In this life or the next, all will be well. He is an angel and a blessing in my life, and I am completely willing to be his mom. Thankful? Somedays, yes. Somedays, no.
Pray for my little guy, and I promise I will get my funny back by Wednesday, most likely.
Thanks,
Maren
Poor Tim! Poor you! So sorry. {{hug}} I will keep him & your whole family in my prayers.
Oh, Maren 🙁 Please let me know if there is anything I can do. You are an amazing mama and a wonderful person, and I know the Lord is there with you every step of the way. Prayers going up to heaven for you and your family.
Love love love you and Tim! Thoughts and prayers! {{HUGS}}
Love and peace to you and Tim.
I don’t know why we have to go through things like this, but I do know that my son who has had the most health issues is the first one to offer a hug to someone in need, the first to say thank you, and the first to offer to help someone. If he had to go through what he has endured to be able to be that way, then I am grateful that we made it through those trials. I am not yet laughing either, but I am grateful for who he is.
So sorry! I thought of you yesterday when they spoke of those parents who give so much of themselves to their children with special needs and do it willingly and with no complaints. 🙂 Poor Tim and poor you! I would be so stressed. Please let me know what I can d0 for you guys other than pray and pray some more.
Sending love and prayers! You really are an inspiration to me, in your ability to laugh, to cope, and to be honest. Hugs!